I feel like I’m going backwards. The week of pay day is always a little harder than every other day. Know what I mean?
I get paid Friday (every two weeks) so I can restock my goodies. But Christmas is coming up and I am going to eventually start feeling bad about buying stuff for myself. This is my yearly dilemma. Sometimes I wonder if this is half the reason I cannot keep up with weight loss. Do it for so long, thinking about no one but myself, and then I realize that I’m thinking about no one but myself.
I start feeling bad.
I have been eating left overs for the last couple of days. I know it’s silly to really think about it, but I typically leave all of my calories for the evening. Which is said to not do so, but I do.
Everyone does something they shouldn’t do. That’s mine. (Breakfast has never been my friend. But that’s for another day.) But I feel as if I have been eating way too many calories. I still walk, every day, for at least thirty minutes (which is approximately a mile for me, I’m slow), so I’m still doing my thing. But how well is it if you eat 5,000 calories a day and only burn 200? (I don’t eat 5,000 calories a day, maybe 2,000 to the most) – but either way it’s still not good.
I’m rambling.
What I’m saying – is that I have had a rough few days. Maybe it isn’t rough. Maybe it’s not as many calories as I think. Maybe – just maybe – I haven’t put back on my 13 pounds.
That would be nice.
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